"Never In Your Wildest Dream"

Blunted affect is the scientific term describing a lack of emotional reactivity (affect display) on the part of an individual. It is manifest as a failure to express feelings either verbally or non-verbally, especially when talking about issues that would normally be expected to engage the emotions. Expressive gestures are rare and there is little animation in facial expression or vocal inflection.

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....just so you know. *straight face*

Why am I so awkward I can't even..... ugh

I wish, I really really wish that I could turn my brain off from thinking, you know? I think too much, about everything, like literally. I'm sick of having thoughts about everything. And then I'd get annoyed at people because they annoyed me when in fact I'm actually the one who's been annoying all along.

whatever

So, hello there!

I'm actually going to post this yesterday but because I got so many things to do (you know, school work, duh.) I can't.

YESTERDAY, I watched BEST SONG EVER, but I freaking missed that video for about 14 hours because of my lovely lovely school. After school I have to work  on a project at my friend's house so I did, and then I watched BSE at my friend's home and I almost die.

oh

my

Zayn

Malik

THANK GOD I DON'T DIE

(please mind my fangirl heart)

"Never in a million years" -Zayn my baby boo.

And I got home at around 8.30pm, bla bla bla, and then I refreshed this vid for about 913852451949 times because I really REALLY REALLLLYYY want BSE to break the Vevo 24-hours record. And we only got like around 2 hours left to broke the record. And what's making me scared about the ticking clock is that the view count is broken and stuck at 9million+. But oh what can I say suddenly the clock strikes 11pm and I should go to sleep because I'm so sleepy.

And I'm so mad because it's already 11pm (lol whut), I mean, there's only so little time to broke the record, 1,5 hours, and besides, I already missed this video for 4095uo4ktgfeoatg249 hours and I can't help to break the vevo record, because of, again, my lovely lovely school. And heavy-heartedly (is that even a word tho) I left the computer and went to bed.

The next morning when I checked twitter, Vevo said BSE has broke the record!!!! WOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I literally am so happy and there's a huge gap between the last record, which is Miley's video "We Can't Stop" that got idk maybe around 10,8 million view, and BSE got 12,3 million view.

I'm so HAPPY!!!! And then........................ I realized that I have missed Liam follow spree, again. :)

WHY. why. Why. wHy. whY. WHy. WhY. wHY.

But yeah what can I say, I'm still really happy.

Let's talk about my favorite part from this best 1D video ever (yet lol):

-EVERY ZAYN'S PART (especially when he sang "you know I know you know, I'll remember you, and I know you know I know I hope you'll remember how we danced" while he's dancing next to the perfect Veronica with his cheeky cute sexy half smile/laugh, help me I'm dying)

-Leeroy: "Liam stay where you are because you are PURR-FECT"

-Marcel: "Cute as a button, every single one of you"

-When Louis sang "you know I know you know, I'll remember you, and I know you know I know, you'll remember me"

-When Leeroy kissed Niall, so cute:')

Anyway, watch this and see how pretty Zayn is as a girl, Veronica is awesome

Catch up with you all later xx

Teenage Dirtbag

came over this song again after a long time

such a cute song lol :>

Here I Go Again

I'm gonna tell you a weeeeee e e  e e e eeeee bit about myself,

• I am that girl who looove love love love wearing super baggy clothes
• I prefer to wear sneakers, like the high top one, than wearing flats or heels
• Oh and I prefer to wear heels than flats (idk there's sth about flats that I hate)
• I wufff dogs and I used to have one but he have to leave the house (boo hoo hoo :c )
• I really really want to have a new dog altho I know my mom won't let me
• I'm gonna be honest here, I'm such a coward when it comes to talking to people, even with my family sometimes
• I got lost a lot, like A LOT. I even got lost in a really really small mall, gosh, idk why
• I'm blind when it comes to road, I don't even know how to get to my school from my house
• I'm such a negative thinker sometimes I got mad at myself
• I love chocolate (duh, people who don't are weird (not really lol))
• It's easy for me to start obsessing with stuffs

I guess that's what I can come up with for now, I'll let you figure out the rest :)

and for my music taste! I basically likes everything, from the mainstream one to the one that is so weird that I don't even know why I like that. Okay, so these are people in music industry (or not? or? people who sings okay) that I like and not in particular order,

-She & Him

They have these songs that are so friendly to my ear as if their song is a human and so is my ears, they'd always bring cold lemon tea in a sunny day to my ear and they always wear this light bright breezy clothes and flowery flip-flops with a laced vintage umbrella because it's hot outside but because they exist it doesn't feel hot anymore. Does anyone else feel that way about their song? No? Just me? Okay...

Listen to them when you're studying, or maybe reading a book, or just relaxing with a cup of tea maybe

My fav song from them: Black Hole

-Simple Plan

SIMPLE PLAN FO' LIFE YO!!!! I love love love love loooove simple plan, I went to their concert, I even saw them in the freakin airport (even tho I didn't get a photo with them :c ), and the freakiest stalker thing I ever did to them is followed them to their hotel and waited there. I love like all of their songs, even the one that is not published. Gosh you should check them out. My favorite album from them is probably "No Pads, No Helmets...Just Balls"

Listen to them when you're getting pretty psyched or maybe feeling down and you'll get cheered up by their awesome songs

My fav song from them: I'd Do Anything

-5 Seconds Of Summer

I recently starting to like them because their song is pretty cool, anddd because I'm a newbie in this fandom so I pretty much have nothing to say about them

My fav song from them: Heartbreak Girl

-One Direction

Dum dum dum........ I love them, like, I LOVE THEM and you gotta believe it. They're sooo mainstream and I gotta be honest they sometime look 'ew-ing' from the outside, but when you starting to like them, you'll fangirl to death. Their song is so easy-listening and fun

Listen to them when you're feeling happy or any mood actually

My fav song from them: I can't pick between Nobody Compares or She's Not Afraid

-Justin Timberlake

Who doesn't love him? Like seriously. His songs is so charming, I guess that's the way to describe it. Anyway you should listen to them while you wanna dance a bit (lol this doesn't even make sense)

My fav song from him: (at this moment) Strawberry Bubblegum

-Macklemore and Ryan Lewis

LOVE THEM so much much. And please don't forget about the lovely Ryan Lewis :( anyway I love Ben a lot, from his songs, his face (oh come on he's super sexy), and his personality because there's just something about him like he's super brave. I really believe he put his thoughts on his songs, because the lyrics is so beautiful

Listen to them anytime!

My fav song from them: (currently) Victory Lap

-Jamie Cullum
His songs is so relaxing and you just gotta love em like seriously!!!
My fav song from him: Mind Trick

and I also like The Fratellis, Feltbeats (or should I say Tom Felton? Yeah, he sings and he wrote his own songs! Even tho just for fun), The Cab, Frank Sinatra (hehe), Maroon 5 (their old albums), Two Door Cinema Club, Oasis, 'Nync, All Time Low, Jason Mraz, Karmin, (the old) Taylor Swift, AJ Rafael,

and many others that I might forgot!

So that's all, my house is getting pretty crowded because everyone just got home

Ciao!