Quoted

"If you're not afraid of your dreams, then it's not high enough"

-a friend of mine

"Never In Your Wildest Dream"

Blunted affect is the scientific term describing a lack of emotional reactivity (affect display) on the part of an individual. It is manifest as a failure to express feelings either verbally or non-verbally, especially when talking about issues that would normally be expected to engage the emotions. Expressive gestures are rare and there is little animation in facial expression or vocal inflection.

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....just so you know. *straight face*

Why am I so awkward I can't even..... ugh

I wish, I really really wish that I could turn my brain off from thinking, you know? I think too much, about everything, like literally. I'm sick of having thoughts about everything. And then I'd get annoyed at people because they annoyed me when in fact I'm actually the one who's been annoying all along.

whatever

So, hello there!

I'm actually going to post this yesterday but because I got so many things to do (you know, school work, duh.) I can't.

YESTERDAY, I watched BEST SONG EVER, but I freaking missed that video for about 14 hours because of my lovely lovely school. After school I have to work  on a project at my friend's house so I did, and then I watched BSE at my friend's home and I almost die.

oh

my

Zayn

Malik

THANK GOD I DON'T DIE

(please mind my fangirl heart)

"Never in a million years" -Zayn my baby boo.

And I got home at around 8.30pm, bla bla bla, and then I refreshed this vid for about 913852451949 times because I really REALLY REALLLLYYY want BSE to break the Vevo 24-hours record. And we only got like around 2 hours left to broke the record. And what's making me scared about the ticking clock is that the view count is broken and stuck at 9million+. But oh what can I say suddenly the clock strikes 11pm and I should go to sleep because I'm so sleepy.

And I'm so mad because it's already 11pm (lol whut), I mean, there's only so little time to broke the record, 1,5 hours, and besides, I already missed this video for 4095uo4ktgfeoatg249 hours and I can't help to break the vevo record, because of, again, my lovely lovely school. And heavy-heartedly (is that even a word tho) I left the computer and went to bed.

The next morning when I checked twitter, Vevo said BSE has broke the record!!!! WOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I literally am so happy and there's a huge gap between the last record, which is Miley's video "We Can't Stop" that got idk maybe around 10,8 million view, and BSE got 12,3 million view.

I'm so HAPPY!!!! And then........................ I realized that I have missed Liam follow spree, again. :)

WHY. why. Why. wHy. whY. WHy. WhY. wHY.

But yeah what can I say, I'm still really happy.

Let's talk about my favorite part from this best 1D video ever (yet lol):

-EVERY ZAYN'S PART (especially when he sang "you know I know you know, I'll remember you, and I know you know I know I hope you'll remember how we danced" while he's dancing next to the perfect Veronica with his cheeky cute sexy half smile/laugh, help me I'm dying)

-Leeroy: "Liam stay where you are because you are PURR-FECT"

-Marcel: "Cute as a button, every single one of you"

-When Louis sang "you know I know you know, I'll remember you, and I know you know I know, you'll remember me"

-When Leeroy kissed Niall, so cute:')

Anyway, watch this and see how pretty Zayn is as a girl, Veronica is awesome

Catch up with you all later xx

Teenage Dirtbag

came over this song again after a long time

such a cute song lol :>

Questions

tick tock
the sound of a ticking clock
why does it sounds so loud?
or is it all just in my head?

....
did you hear the blowing wind?
but even if there was
I didn't feel the breeze

the voice in my head just sounds so loud
but I don't think my head could produce a voice
or did it?
or is it this room that sounds so quiet?

do you feel how big this room is?
or is it because I'm alone?
does this room looks spacious to you?
or did I just feel empty?

I think I should stop shouting now
even if I only shouts in my head
but I'm afraid you'll hear it
by how quiet this room is

good bye then
I guess I'll leave
and by how you react
I think you're happy now


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Oh My

So I just watched How To Train Your Dragon 2's trailer again (again again again), and I'm still amazed by Hiccup

"i just got neville longbottomed BY AN ANIMATED CHARACTER...."

-said someone's comment on youtube

That comment couldn't describe everything better, couldn't it?



Anyway... hello!

So it's my first day on school and I woke up reallyyy early. There's this thing that always happen to me in my first day of school, I always, always (as long as I could remember), woke up real early whether I slept early or really late the last night.

I'm actually happy because if I arrived early at school, it would be sooner for me to know who's in my new class. As soon as I arrived, I waited for my friend and then I run upstair to see the list.

OH! First, I gotta tell you guys that I am a social student and in this year there's only two social class in my school for the eleventh grade (I am an eleventh grader). So there's this one particular person who seemed REALLY FUN (I don't know this person (ps. I'm not gonna tell if this person is a he or she(lol of course this person is a he)) and this person (let's call this person xyz for short) is in the social class too.

AND I was hoping so hard to be in the freakin same class as xyz, and I thought "wow, there's no way I'm not gonna be in a the same class as xyz, I mean, come on, there's only 2 classes, what are the odds right?"

And so I approach list, and suddenly my friend told me I'm in the same class with my best friend (idk if she consider me as one but whatevs lol) and her. I was so HAPPY, because every time there's a class division every friends I have is in ONE FREAKIN CLASS, and where am I? In Narnia, alone. So I am so happy to at least I have my best friend in the same class. I was getting all positive about being in the same class as xyz because come on this is the first time I was lucky at class division.

So I confidently walked up to that board, saw the list, and I didn't saw xyz's name.




oh my..........




Really??? I mean, are you serious????? There's only two class, TWO class and I'm not in the same class as xyz.

There goes my hope for even being an acquaintances with xyz

Ah whatever really. Just when I thought it couldn't get any worse, guess what? You guessed right, it did. But I don't think I'll write it here because this post will get even longer haha.

BUUT I hope it all get better, I think it will :)

Late Night Post

Well, if any of you check the time when I posted this post you'll probably think I'm exaggerating because you won't consider it "late nigt", but because this is the last day of my holiday (boo hoo :c ) which mean that I have to go sleep earlier or I will be super sleepy the next day (even if I slept at 8pm I'd still be sleepy), then, I'll consider now is a late night. And I'm supposed to be sleeping right now, but nooooooo, instead of sleeping I'm still wandering in this cool place called the internet.

Duh

I can't sleep okay, I'm not even remotely sleepy (well, not exactly, I'm a bit sleepy). And oh! I gotta tell you guys, I just blogwalk and I found SOO many nice blogs and usually I only found some weird or advertisement blog when I blogwalked but not this time!

Oh and before this day ends, I wanna say

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWANGSOO!!!

I genuinely think you're handsome, you really are handsome. But people made you looked like you're ugly *put a sad face here*. But anyway, stay awesome, stay weird, and stay doing that weird-ass dance because I love it!

puffy facee

I just watched that video when Ke$ha said that she fancies Harry and lol it's so awkward.

Oh and still being sad here, rest in peace Cory :( I saw a photo earlier, but idk if it's the real Lea or not, but I don't care it is so sad. So it's a photo, who everyone said is Lea, who is crying over a coffin. So sad. I can't even imagine how sad she feels right now.

By the way, I really should be sleeping, I guess I'll try to, bye!

RIP Cory Monteith

WHAT A TRAGIC NEWS

I just finished church and then I opened my twitter, and then the first read I saw was

Cory Monteith has died. This is terrible.
— Professor Snape (@_Snape_) July 14, 2013

and I'm like whaat, and I thought it's like when twitter make fake news about celebrity's death, so I just scroll down the tweet.

BUT THEN

every tweet after that, like, literally every tweet after that is saying stuffs like "I can't believe Cory Monteith is dead!" "RIP Cory Monteith" "No more Finn Hudson". I seriously can't believe it! And the I saw a tweet saying that the cause of his death is overdosed using of drugs. It is so sad seeing a talented young man who dies because of drugs.

I remember the first time I obsessed over him, when I was watching Glee, idk what episode but I think it's in season 2 or something, it strikes me right in my fangirl heart that he is ADORABLY FRIGGIN CUTE. It's where his face was zoomed in and he's doing that super cute adorable half smile and I was like "oh my bless my soul". And then I took so much screen shot from Glee when he's playing drum, or when he's smiling and whatsoever.

He really seems like a nice guy. And I'm not forgetting the fact that he's getting so much hotter lately.

Look, he's being so cute..

And oh my gosh, I am terribly sad for Lea :( I mean, THEY'RE GETTING MARRIED IN 2 WEEKS GUYS, 2 WEEKS!!! And ugh they're such a cute couple and from my point of view they have this really healthy relationship (they look so happy together) without any weird thing going on like having an off and on relationship that always changes every two weeks or stuffs. Anyway I send my prayer for Lea, stay strong honey.

look at how sweet they are :c

Is it weird that I actually am sad because of Cory Monteith's death? Anyway

REST IN PEACE

CORY MONTEITH

MAY 11, 1982 - JULY 13, 2013

Here I Go Again

I'm gonna tell you a weeeeee e e  e e e eeeee bit about myself,

• I am that girl who looove love love love wearing super baggy clothes
• I prefer to wear sneakers, like the high top one, than wearing flats or heels
• Oh and I prefer to wear heels than flats (idk there's sth about flats that I hate)
• I wufff dogs and I used to have one but he have to leave the house (boo hoo hoo :c )
• I really really want to have a new dog altho I know my mom won't let me
• I'm gonna be honest here, I'm such a coward when it comes to talking to people, even with my family sometimes
• I got lost a lot, like A LOT. I even got lost in a really really small mall, gosh, idk why
• I'm blind when it comes to road, I don't even know how to get to my school from my house
• I'm such a negative thinker sometimes I got mad at myself
• I love chocolate (duh, people who don't are weird (not really lol))
• It's easy for me to start obsessing with stuffs

I guess that's what I can come up with for now, I'll let you figure out the rest :)

and for my music taste! I basically likes everything, from the mainstream one to the one that is so weird that I don't even know why I like that. Okay, so these are people in music industry (or not? or? people who sings okay) that I like and not in particular order,

-She & Him

They have these songs that are so friendly to my ear as if their song is a human and so is my ears, they'd always bring cold lemon tea in a sunny day to my ear and they always wear this light bright breezy clothes and flowery flip-flops with a laced vintage umbrella because it's hot outside but because they exist it doesn't feel hot anymore. Does anyone else feel that way about their song? No? Just me? Okay...

Listen to them when you're studying, or maybe reading a book, or just relaxing with a cup of tea maybe

My fav song from them: Black Hole

-Simple Plan

SIMPLE PLAN FO' LIFE YO!!!! I love love love love loooove simple plan, I went to their concert, I even saw them in the freakin airport (even tho I didn't get a photo with them :c ), and the freakiest stalker thing I ever did to them is followed them to their hotel and waited there. I love like all of their songs, even the one that is not published. Gosh you should check them out. My favorite album from them is probably "No Pads, No Helmets...Just Balls"

Listen to them when you're getting pretty psyched or maybe feeling down and you'll get cheered up by their awesome songs

My fav song from them: I'd Do Anything

-5 Seconds Of Summer

I recently starting to like them because their song is pretty cool, anddd because I'm a newbie in this fandom so I pretty much have nothing to say about them

My fav song from them: Heartbreak Girl

-One Direction

Dum dum dum........ I love them, like, I LOVE THEM and you gotta believe it. They're sooo mainstream and I gotta be honest they sometime look 'ew-ing' from the outside, but when you starting to like them, you'll fangirl to death. Their song is so easy-listening and fun

Listen to them when you're feeling happy or any mood actually

My fav song from them: I can't pick between Nobody Compares or She's Not Afraid

-Justin Timberlake

Who doesn't love him? Like seriously. His songs is so charming, I guess that's the way to describe it. Anyway you should listen to them while you wanna dance a bit (lol this doesn't even make sense)

My fav song from him: (at this moment) Strawberry Bubblegum

-Macklemore and Ryan Lewis

LOVE THEM so much much. And please don't forget about the lovely Ryan Lewis :( anyway I love Ben a lot, from his songs, his face (oh come on he's super sexy), and his personality because there's just something about him like he's super brave. I really believe he put his thoughts on his songs, because the lyrics is so beautiful

Listen to them anytime!

My fav song from them: (currently) Victory Lap

-Jamie Cullum
His songs is so relaxing and you just gotta love em like seriously!!!
My fav song from him: Mind Trick

and I also like The Fratellis, Feltbeats (or should I say Tom Felton? Yeah, he sings and he wrote his own songs! Even tho just for fun), The Cab, Frank Sinatra (hehe), Maroon 5 (their old albums), Two Door Cinema Club, Oasis, 'Nync, All Time Low, Jason Mraz, Karmin, (the old) Taylor Swift, AJ Rafael,

and many others that I might forgot!

So that's all, my house is getting pretty crowded because everyone just got home

Ciao!

Not Quite Classy

Okay... so... hello there!


oh great the first cheesy "hello" post


I know, I know, this is super cheesy and awkward and all that stuffs, but I just wanna say hello and welcome to my blog *taadaa!* I hope I will keep on posting (even if nobody even read this lol) and  not get lazy like every time I started doing something.

And I know that this blog is quite shitty, I mean like, look at the header! Oh and by the way I just wanna tell you that that thing in my header is supposed to be a chocolate bar, but well, whatevs.

And last, I know this blog is not quite classy enough to be having your time and being read but, well, if you do spend even just a little time reading my post I wanna say, thank you :)




I hope there's many good things ahead of me and this blog, and once again, welcome!