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VMA 2013

Ah.... the Video Music Awards.
I'm gonna say this is my favorite VMA so far but some horrifying things ruined it.

First off I'm going to warn you about how long this post is.



Let's begin, shall we?

Starting off with Gaga's opening performance....

Well, I actually am a bit terrified when this came up lol. I don't like the song, so....... let's skip this haha. *sorry for monsters out there, i'm not trying to hurt anyone*

 And then my boys came up to present the best pop video award, WHEN OUT OF NO WHERE Taylor Swift said quoted,

Wait........ what game are you playing swizzle? Seriously tho? What the fuck did Harry did to you actually? It's been months now, get over it.

Oh and JT didn't won this award, what a bummer, but congrats to Selena!

And then Macklemore & Ryan Lewis won the best cinematography award for "Can't Hold Us", while JT won the best direction award for "Suit and Tie" and best editing award for "Mirror". Yeay!!!

And here comes the friggin nightmares........................... *you may start the horror song now*

She sung We Can't Stop, bla bla bla, and suddenly the Blurred Lines intro came up, and she ripped of that freaking swimsuit, and now she's only wearing a nude two pieced latex. And Robin Thicke walked in.

What. The actual. HELL.
WHAT is she doing? Can somebody tell me, please???

Is she trying to be a grown up like she always said? Well if that's the case, she's completely wrong because what she did represent nothing of grown-up-ness (I don't know nor care whether that word even exist or not). But she ruined this year's VMA, no doubt about it. Could someone tell her that this is not a stripper show, please?
But, despite all of that, I still think Robin Thicke is a hottie (yeah you can judge me for that).


MOVING ON, Macklemore & Ryan Lewis received the best hip hop video award. YEAYYYYY!!!

And can we just talk about how cute is Ryan? I can't even

Next, Taylor won the best female video award.

And guess what? You guessed right, she dishes someone, again. What a surprise!!! not. Well but I don't think she was talking about Harry because I Knew You Were Trouble is written a long time before she dated Harry, right?

After that Macklemore & Ryan Lewis received the best video with a social message award for "Same Love". I'm so proud :')

Ryan, you sir have a super hot voice let me tell you that.

And here comes my favorite part....................................

Guyssss guys guys, I think I found something that might be hotter than the sun, yep, JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE.

AND the thing is, his performance last for about 15 freaking minutes. How does MTV thinks I should hold myself together for such a long long long time ugh. But still, best VMA performance EVURRRR.

And then just when I thought this couldn't get any better, 'NSYNC REUNION!!!!!!!!!!

I seriously can't, they sang Bye Bye Bye, I can't..... bye.

LOOK HE'S BEING ADORABLE AGAIN

And after that wonderful 15 minutes are over, Jimmy Fallon walked in and gave the award to JT, and suddenly he turned into this-guy-who-play-it-coy-but-it's-SUPER-freaking-cute.

"I don't deserve this award, but I'm not gonna give it back." -Justin Timberlake

LOOK WHO'S BEING HUMBLE YOU GUYS.

And his speech is so funny, he's so cute ugh.

Let's keep this going okay haha.

Best song of the summer award goes tooooooooo, my lovely babes!!!

Congratulation!!!! I'm so happy you guys won this award!

Oh, and to the people who booed them,  BOO YOU.

Yeay Macklemore & Ryan Lewis!!! They performed their VMA debut, "Same Love". Congrats honey xx

After that Austin Mahone received the artist to watch award. I'm so happy for him! Proud to say I'm here from the beginning *wink*.

After that I jammed to Drake's "Started From The Bottom" lol, I don't even like that song.

Bla bla bla, suddenly the cute Joe Gordon-Levitt walked in looking adorable, as usual.

He presented the video of the year award, which includes Macklemore & Ryan Lewis and JT there.

And...... *drumroll* JT won the best male video award for "Mirror"!!!

 Can we all just take a moment to thank and appreciate God for creating him?

 Ben and Ryan was glad that JT won the award

And VMA is closed by Katy Perry's performance, "Roar". I think she looked really cute.

That's it for this year's VMA.

Three of my favorite people oh gosh

See you next time guys!

Say "Good bye Zayn Malik"

"Bye Zayn Malik"

Bad

And I guess you guys realized how I'm such a bad blogger, because I never opened it, I just get psyched for like 2 weeks or sth and leave the hell out of this blog.

But anyway, here I am :>

A few hours ago I just finished reading The Fault In Our Stars (which I'm surprised actually because I don't read novels except Harry Potter and Diary Of A Wimpy Kid novels), it's pretty sad tho (I'm not the type of girl who cries while watching romantic movies, I'm a type of girl who CRIES THE FUCK OUT while watching Hachiko), I'm sorry for not saying that the novel is really really reallyyyy sad or something but it is sad.

The saddest part for me is actually when (SPOILER ALERT!!!!!) Hazel cried in the living room and her parents were comforting her. I know the death part was supposed to be the saddest (or is it?) but you know, I kind of think like, how sad, like how really sad she is, how empty she feels when Gus died. Like I can't even imagine if I was her. And that part made me feel her sadness, you know?

Moving on, I've been checking on 8tracks.com, you should try and opened it, they'll give you sooo many new musics that you never heard of.

DO YOU GUYS WATCH LEA'S SPEECH AT TCA????

I cried, I fuckin cry. It is LEGIT sad you guys. She loved Cory so much I can't even, ugh.

Oh and I'm really excited for This Is Us, don't forget to watch it on August 29th.

Say "Good bye Zayn Malik"

"Bye Zayn Malik"

"Never In Your Wildest Dream"

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....just so you know. *straight face*

Why am I so awkward I can't even..... ugh

I wish, I really really wish that I could turn my brain off from thinking, you know? I think too much, about everything, like literally. I'm sick of having thoughts about everything. And then I'd get annoyed at people because they annoyed me when in fact I'm actually the one who's been annoying all along.

whatever

So, hello there!

I'm actually going to post this yesterday but because I got so many things to do (you know, school work, duh.) I can't.

YESTERDAY, I watched BEST SONG EVER, but I freaking missed that video for about 14 hours because of my lovely lovely school. After school I have to work  on a project at my friend's house so I did, and then I watched BSE at my friend's home and I almost die.

oh

my

Zayn

Malik

THANK GOD I DON'T DIE

(please mind my fangirl heart)

"Never in a million years" -Zayn my baby boo.

And I got home at around 8.30pm, bla bla bla, and then I refreshed this vid for about 913852451949 times because I really REALLY REALLLLYYY want BSE to break the Vevo 24-hours record. And we only got like around 2 hours left to broke the record. And what's making me scared about the ticking clock is that the view count is broken and stuck at 9million+. But oh what can I say suddenly the clock strikes 11pm and I should go to sleep because I'm so sleepy.

And I'm so mad because it's already 11pm (lol whut), I mean, there's only so little time to broke the record, 1,5 hours, and besides, I already missed this video for 4095uo4ktgfeoatg249 hours and I can't help to break the vevo record, because of, again, my lovely lovely school. And heavy-heartedly (is that even a word tho) I left the computer and went to bed.

The next morning when I checked twitter, Vevo said BSE has broke the record!!!! WOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I literally am so happy and there's a huge gap between the last record, which is Miley's video "We Can't Stop" that got idk maybe around 10,8 million view, and BSE got 12,3 million view.

I'm so HAPPY!!!! And then........................ I realized that I have missed Liam follow spree, again. :)

WHY. why. Why. wHy. whY. WHy. WhY. wHY.

But yeah what can I say, I'm still really happy.

Let's talk about my favorite part from this best 1D video ever (yet lol):

-EVERY ZAYN'S PART (especially when he sang "you know I know you know, I'll remember you, and I know you know I know I hope you'll remember how we danced" while he's dancing next to the perfect Veronica with his cheeky cute sexy half smile/laugh, help me I'm dying)

-Leeroy: "Liam stay where you are because you are PURR-FECT"

-Marcel: "Cute as a button, every single one of you"

-When Louis sang "you know I know you know, I'll remember you, and I know you know I know, you'll remember me"

-When Leeroy kissed Niall, so cute:')

Anyway, watch this and see how pretty Zayn is as a girl, Veronica is awesome

Catch up with you all later xx

RIP Cory Monteith

WHAT A TRAGIC NEWS

I just finished church and then I opened my twitter, and then the first read I saw was

Cory Monteith has died. This is terrible.
— Professor Snape (@_Snape_) July 14, 2013

and I'm like whaat, and I thought it's like when twitter make fake news about celebrity's death, so I just scroll down the tweet.

BUT THEN

every tweet after that, like, literally every tweet after that is saying stuffs like "I can't believe Cory Monteith is dead!" "RIP Cory Monteith" "No more Finn Hudson". I seriously can't believe it! And the I saw a tweet saying that the cause of his death is overdosed using of drugs. It is so sad seeing a talented young man who dies because of drugs.

I remember the first time I obsessed over him, when I was watching Glee, idk what episode but I think it's in season 2 or something, it strikes me right in my fangirl heart that he is ADORABLY FRIGGIN CUTE. It's where his face was zoomed in and he's doing that super cute adorable half smile and I was like "oh my bless my soul". And then I took so much screen shot from Glee when he's playing drum, or when he's smiling and whatsoever.

He really seems like a nice guy. And I'm not forgetting the fact that he's getting so much hotter lately.

Look, he's being so cute..

And oh my gosh, I am terribly sad for Lea :( I mean, THEY'RE GETTING MARRIED IN 2 WEEKS GUYS, 2 WEEKS!!! And ugh they're such a cute couple and from my point of view they have this really healthy relationship (they look so happy together) without any weird thing going on like having an off and on relationship that always changes every two weeks or stuffs. Anyway I send my prayer for Lea, stay strong honey.

look at how sweet they are :c

Is it weird that I actually am sad because of Cory Monteith's death? Anyway

REST IN PEACE

CORY MONTEITH

MAY 11, 1982 - JULY 13, 2013

Here I Go Again

I'm gonna tell you a weeeeee e e  e e e eeeee bit about myself,

• I am that girl who looove love love love wearing super baggy clothes
• I prefer to wear sneakers, like the high top one, than wearing flats or heels
• Oh and I prefer to wear heels than flats (idk there's sth about flats that I hate)
• I wufff dogs and I used to have one but he have to leave the house (boo hoo hoo :c )
• I really really want to have a new dog altho I know my mom won't let me
• I'm gonna be honest here, I'm such a coward when it comes to talking to people, even with my family sometimes
• I got lost a lot, like A LOT. I even got lost in a really really small mall, gosh, idk why
• I'm blind when it comes to road, I don't even know how to get to my school from my house
• I'm such a negative thinker sometimes I got mad at myself
• I love chocolate (duh, people who don't are weird (not really lol))
• It's easy for me to start obsessing with stuffs

I guess that's what I can come up with for now, I'll let you figure out the rest :)

and for my music taste! I basically likes everything, from the mainstream one to the one that is so weird that I don't even know why I like that. Okay, so these are people in music industry (or not? or? people who sings okay) that I like and not in particular order,

-She & Him

They have these songs that are so friendly to my ear as if their song is a human and so is my ears, they'd always bring cold lemon tea in a sunny day to my ear and they always wear this light bright breezy clothes and flowery flip-flops with a laced vintage umbrella because it's hot outside but because they exist it doesn't feel hot anymore. Does anyone else feel that way about their song? No? Just me? Okay...

Listen to them when you're studying, or maybe reading a book, or just relaxing with a cup of tea maybe

My fav song from them: Black Hole

-Simple Plan

SIMPLE PLAN FO' LIFE YO!!!! I love love love love loooove simple plan, I went to their concert, I even saw them in the freakin airport (even tho I didn't get a photo with them :c ), and the freakiest stalker thing I ever did to them is followed them to their hotel and waited there. I love like all of their songs, even the one that is not published. Gosh you should check them out. My favorite album from them is probably "No Pads, No Helmets...Just Balls"

Listen to them when you're getting pretty psyched or maybe feeling down and you'll get cheered up by their awesome songs

My fav song from them: I'd Do Anything

-5 Seconds Of Summer

I recently starting to like them because their song is pretty cool, anddd because I'm a newbie in this fandom so I pretty much have nothing to say about them

My fav song from them: Heartbreak Girl

-One Direction

Dum dum dum........ I love them, like, I LOVE THEM and you gotta believe it. They're sooo mainstream and I gotta be honest they sometime look 'ew-ing' from the outside, but when you starting to like them, you'll fangirl to death. Their song is so easy-listening and fun

Listen to them when you're feeling happy or any mood actually

My fav song from them: I can't pick between Nobody Compares or She's Not Afraid

-Justin Timberlake

Who doesn't love him? Like seriously. His songs is so charming, I guess that's the way to describe it. Anyway you should listen to them while you wanna dance a bit (lol this doesn't even make sense)

My fav song from him: (at this moment) Strawberry Bubblegum

-Macklemore and Ryan Lewis

LOVE THEM so much much. And please don't forget about the lovely Ryan Lewis :( anyway I love Ben a lot, from his songs, his face (oh come on he's super sexy), and his personality because there's just something about him like he's super brave. I really believe he put his thoughts on his songs, because the lyrics is so beautiful

Listen to them anytime!

My fav song from them: (currently) Victory Lap

-Jamie Cullum
His songs is so relaxing and you just gotta love em like seriously!!!
My fav song from him: Mind Trick

and I also like The Fratellis, Feltbeats (or should I say Tom Felton? Yeah, he sings and he wrote his own songs! Even tho just for fun), The Cab, Frank Sinatra (hehe), Maroon 5 (their old albums), Two Door Cinema Club, Oasis, 'Nync, All Time Low, Jason Mraz, Karmin, (the old) Taylor Swift, AJ Rafael,

and many others that I might forgot!

So that's all, my house is getting pretty crowded because everyone just got home

Ciao!