"If you're not afraid of your dreams, then it's not high enough"
-a friend of mine
Wednesday, July 31, 2013
Wednesday, July 24, 2013
"Never In Your Wildest Dream"
Blunted affect is the scientific term describing a lack of emotional reactivity (affect display) on the part of an individual. It is manifest as a failure to express feelings either verbally or non-verbally, especially when talking about issues that would normally be expected to engage the emotions. Expressive gestures are rare and there is little animation in facial expression or vocal inflection.
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....just so you know. *straight face*
Why am I so awkward I can't even..... ugh
I wish, I really really wish that I could turn my brain off from thinking, you know? I think too much, about everything, like literally. I'm sick of having thoughts about everything. And then I'd get annoyed at people because they annoyed me when in fact I'm actually the one who's been annoying all along.
whatever
So, hello there!
I'm actually going to post this yesterday but because I got so many things to do (you know, school work, duh.) I can't.
YESTERDAY, I watched BEST SONG EVER, but I freaking missed that video for about 14 hours because of my lovely lovely school. After school I have to work on a project at my friend's house so I did, and then I watched BSE at my friend's home and I almost die.
oh
my
Zayn
Malik
THANK GOD I DON'T DIE
(please mind my fangirl heart)
"Never in a million years" -Zayn my baby boo.
And I got home at around 8.30pm, bla bla bla, and then I refreshed this vid for about 913852451949 times because I really REALLY REALLLLYYY want BSE to break the Vevo 24-hours record. And we only got like around 2 hours left to broke the record. And what's making me scared about the ticking clock is that the view count is broken and stuck at 9million+. But oh what can I say suddenly the clock strikes 11pm and I should go to sleep because I'm so sleepy.
And I'm so mad because it's already 11pm (lol whut), I mean, there's only so little time to broke the record, 1,5 hours, and besides, I already missed this video for 4095uo4ktgfeoatg249 hours and I can't help to break the vevo record, because of, again, my lovely lovely school. And heavy-heartedly (is that even a word tho) I left the computer and went to bed.
The next morning when I checked twitter, Vevo said BSE has broke the record!!!! WOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I literally am so happy and there's a huge gap between the last record, which is Miley's video "We Can't Stop" that got idk maybe around 10,8 million view, and BSE got 12,3 million view.
I'm so HAPPY!!!! And then........................ I realized that I have missed Liam follow spree, again. :)
WHY. why. Why. wHy. whY. WHy. WhY. wHY.
But yeah what can I say, I'm still really happy.
Let's talk about my favorite part from this best 1D video ever (yet lol):
-EVERY ZAYN'S PART (especially when he sang "you know I know you know, I'll remember you, and I know you know I know I hope you'll remember how we danced" while he's dancing next to the perfect Veronica with his cheeky cute sexy half smile/laugh, help me I'm dying)
-Leeroy: "Liam stay where you are because you are PURR-FECT"
-Marcel: "Cute as a button, every single one of you"
-When Louis sang "you know I know you know, I'll remember you, and I know you know I know, you'll remember me"
-When Leeroy kissed Niall, so cute:')
Anyway, watch this and see how pretty Zayn is as a girl, Veronica is awesome
Catch up with you all later xx
Sunday, July 21, 2013
Thursday, July 18, 2013
Questions
tick tock
the sound of a ticking clock
why does it sounds so loud?
or is it all just in my head?
....
did you hear the blowing wind?
but even if there was
I didn't feel the breeze
the voice in my head just sounds so loud
but I don't think my head could produce a voice
or did it?
or is it this room that sounds so quiet?
do you feel how big this room is?
or is it because I'm alone?
does this room looks spacious to you?
or did I just feel empty?
I think I should stop shouting now
even if I only shouts in my head
but I'm afraid you'll hear it
by how quiet this room is
good bye then
I guess I'll leave
and by how you react
I think you're happy now
****
the sound of a ticking clock
why does it sounds so loud?
or is it all just in my head?
....
did you hear the blowing wind?
but even if there was
I didn't feel the breeze
the voice in my head just sounds so loud
but I don't think my head could produce a voice
or did it?
or is it this room that sounds so quiet?
do you feel how big this room is?
or is it because I'm alone?
does this room looks spacious to you?
or did I just feel empty?
I think I should stop shouting now
even if I only shouts in my head
but I'm afraid you'll hear it
by how quiet this room is
good bye then
I guess I'll leave
and by how you react
I think you're happy now
****
Monday, July 15, 2013
Oh My
So I just watched How To Train Your Dragon 2's trailer again (again again again), and I'm still amazed by Hiccup
That comment couldn't describe everything better, couldn't it?
Anyway... hello!
So it's my first day on school and I woke up reallyyy early. There's this thing that always happen to me in my first day of school, I always, always (as long as I could remember), woke up real early whether I slept early or really late the last night.
I'm actually happy because if I arrived early at school, it would be sooner for me to know who's in my new class. As soon as I arrived, I waited for my friend and then I run upstair to see the list.
OH! First, I gotta tell you guys that I am a social student and in this year there's only two social class in my school for the eleventh grade (I am an eleventh grader). So there's this one particular person who seemed REALLY FUN (I don't know this person (ps. I'm not gonna tell if this person is a he or she(lol of course this person is a he)) and this person (let's call this person xyz for short) is in the social class too.
AND I was hoping so hard to be in the freakin same class as xyz, and I thought "wow, there's no way I'm not gonna be in a the same class as xyz, I mean, come on, there's only 2 classes, what are the odds right?"
And so I approach list, and suddenly my friend told me I'm in the same class with my best friend (idk if she consider me as one but whatevs lol) and her. I was so HAPPY, because every time there's a class division every friends I have is in ONE FREAKIN CLASS, and where am I? In Narnia, alone. So I am so happy to at least I have my best friend in the same class. I was getting all positive about being in the same class as xyz because come on this is the first time I was lucky at class division.
So I confidently walked up to that board, saw the list, and I didn't saw xyz's name.
oh my..........
Really??? I mean, are you serious????? There's only two class, TWO class and I'm not in the same class as xyz.
Ah whatever really. Just when I thought it couldn't get any worse, guess what? You guessed right, it did. But I don't think I'll write it here because this post will get even longer haha.
BUUT I hope it all get better, I think it will :)
"i just got neville longbottomed BY AN ANIMATED CHARACTER...."
-said someone's comment on youtube
That comment couldn't describe everything better, couldn't it?
Anyway... hello!
So it's my first day on school and I woke up reallyyy early. There's this thing that always happen to me in my first day of school, I always, always (as long as I could remember), woke up real early whether I slept early or really late the last night.
I'm actually happy because if I arrived early at school, it would be sooner for me to know who's in my new class. As soon as I arrived, I waited for my friend and then I run upstair to see the list.
OH! First, I gotta tell you guys that I am a social student and in this year there's only two social class in my school for the eleventh grade (I am an eleventh grader). So there's this one particular person who seemed REALLY FUN (I don't know this person (ps. I'm not gonna tell if this person is a he or she(lol of course this person is a he)) and this person (let's call this person xyz for short) is in the social class too.
AND I was hoping so hard to be in the freakin same class as xyz, and I thought "wow, there's no way I'm not gonna be in a the same class as xyz, I mean, come on, there's only 2 classes, what are the odds right?"
And so I approach list, and suddenly my friend told me I'm in the same class with my best friend (idk if she consider me as one but whatevs lol) and her. I was so HAPPY, because every time there's a class division every friends I have is in ONE FREAKIN CLASS, and where am I? In Narnia, alone. So I am so happy to at least I have my best friend in the same class. I was getting all positive about being in the same class as xyz because come on this is the first time I was lucky at class division.
So I confidently walked up to that board, saw the list, and I didn't saw xyz's name.
oh my..........
Really??? I mean, are you serious????? There's only two class, TWO class and I'm not in the same class as xyz.
There goes my hope for even being an acquaintances with xyz
Ah whatever really. Just when I thought it couldn't get any worse, guess what? You guessed right, it did. But I don't think I'll write it here because this post will get even longer haha.
BUUT I hope it all get better, I think it will :)
Sunday, July 14, 2013
Late Night Post
Well, if any of you check the time when I posted this post you'll probably think I'm exaggerating because you won't consider it "late nigt", but because this is the last day of my holiday (boo hoo :c ) which mean that I have to go sleep earlier or I will be super sleepy the next day (even if I slept at 8pm I'd still be sleepy), then, I'll consider now is a late night. And I'm supposed to be sleeping right now, but nooooooo, instead of sleeping I'm still wandering in this cool place called the internet.
Duh
I can't sleep okay, I'm not even remotely sleepy (well, not exactly, I'm a bit sleepy). And oh! I gotta tell you guys, I just blogwalk and I found SOO many nice blogs and usually I only found some weird or advertisement blog when I blogwalked but not this time!
Oh and before this day ends, I wanna say
I genuinely think you're handsome, you really are handsome. But people made you looked like you're ugly *put a sad face here*. But anyway, stay awesome, stay weird, and stay doing that weird-ass dance because I love it!
I just watched that video when Ke$ha said that she fancies Harry and lol it's so awkward.
Oh and still being sad here, rest in peace Cory :( I saw a photo earlier, but idk if it's the real Lea or not, but I don't care it is so sad. So it's a photo, who everyone said is Lea, who is crying over a coffin. So sad. I can't even imagine how sad she feels right now.
By the way, I really should be sleeping, I guess I'll try to, bye!
Duh
I can't sleep okay, I'm not even remotely sleepy (well, not exactly, I'm a bit sleepy). And oh! I gotta tell you guys, I just blogwalk and I found SOO many nice blogs and usually I only found some weird or advertisement blog when I blogwalked but not this time!
Oh and before this day ends, I wanna say
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWANGSOO!!!
I genuinely think you're handsome, you really are handsome. But people made you looked like you're ugly *put a sad face here*. But anyway, stay awesome, stay weird, and stay doing that weird-ass dance because I love it!
puffy facee
Oh and still being sad here, rest in peace Cory :( I saw a photo earlier, but idk if it's the real Lea or not, but I don't care it is so sad. So it's a photo, who everyone said is Lea, who is crying over a coffin. So sad. I can't even imagine how sad she feels right now.
By the way, I really should be sleeping, I guess I'll try to, bye!
RIP Cory Monteith
WHAT A TRAGIC NEWS
I just finished church and then I opened my twitter, and then the first read I saw was
Cory Monteith has died. This is terrible.
— Professor Snape (@_Snape_) July 14, 2013
BUT THEN
every tweet after that, like, literally every tweet after that is saying stuffs like "I can't believe Cory Monteith is dead!" "RIP Cory Monteith" "No more Finn Hudson". I seriously can't believe it! And the I saw a tweet saying that the cause of his death is overdosed using of drugs. It is so sad seeing a talented young man who dies because of drugs.
I remember the first time I obsessed over him, when I was watching Glee, idk what episode but I think it's in season 2 or something, it strikes me right in my fangirl heart that he is ADORABLY FRIGGIN CUTE. It's where his face was zoomed in and he's doing that super cute adorable half smile and I was like "oh my bless my soul". And then I took so much screen shot from Glee when he's playing drum, or when he's smiling and whatsoever.
He really seems like a nice guy. And I'm not forgetting the fact that he's getting so much hotter lately.
Look, he's being so cute..
And oh my gosh, I am terribly sad for Lea :( I mean, THEY'RE GETTING MARRIED IN 2 WEEKS GUYS, 2 WEEKS!!! And ugh they're such a cute couple and from my point of view they have this really healthy relationship (they look so happy together) without any weird thing going on like having an off and on relationship that always changes every two weeks or stuffs. Anyway I send my prayer for Lea, stay strong honey.
look at how sweet they are :c
Is it weird that I actually am sad because of Cory Monteith's death? Anyway
REST IN PEACE
CORY MONTEITH
MAY 11, 1982 - JULY 13, 2013
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