Tolong kuras habis pedih ini
Entah dengan bagaimana
Dengan kata, dengan lukis
Dengan peluk, dengan canda
Dengan apa saja
Tolong dengarkan
Atau lihat
Atau apapun yang masih ada dalam kuasamu
Karena pedih ini telah merusak jingganya senja
Dan menumpahkan kelabu pada awan
Tolong jelaskan pedih yang kurasa
Yang menjerit dalam sunyinya malam
Yang berbisik dalam ramainya siang
Yang mengecoh indah rembulan
Yang menutup terang matahari
Tolong pahami
Atau rasakan
Kepedihan kelam
Yang memaknai
Segala perumpamaan ini
(B.B)
Sunday, November 24, 2013
Wednesday, November 20, 2013
Bitter Chills
I don't know if
This morning breeze
Made this bitter chills
Or it's
The thought of you
Who would never be mine
(B.B)
This morning breeze
Made this bitter chills
Or it's
The thought of you
Who would never be mine
(B.B)
Monday, November 11, 2013
{a poem}
"the flickering light
got me fooled
for i have thought
that it was you"
Monday, September 9, 2013
Thursday, September 5, 2013
I'm Actually
"'That's the thing about pain,' Augustus said, and then glanced back at me. 'It demands to be felt'"
quoted from The Fault In Our Stars
I'm going to tell you a story about a friend of mine, or did she still consider me as one? But anyway, she's my friend, at least I still think so.
We've been friend for almost a year now, since high school starts. But we became best friend since around the end of the 1st semester. Long story short we're still in the same class until 3rd semester, 11th grade, which is now. And I still think she's my best friend, well, at least for the first weeks.
The thing is, in 10th grade she used to think I'm the "typical cool kids" or stuffs (she said that to me, well not like that but more or less it means the same), and I think that's why she wants to be my best friend. BUT now, because in my new class, which is my current class now, there's a lot more other "typical cool kids" that she loves to talk about in 10th grade, she leaves me. Instantly.
Well, I find it really rude when someone just come and interrupts me, or when they don't respect me while I was freaking talking. Is it hard to listen? It doesn't even take 5 minutes for me to finish.
So I was telling her a story, and I just started to talk for about 5 to 6 sentences. And suddenly she cuts me off like I'm not even talking.
At that time I was telling her about something that I have in mind (which is pretty important) but she didn't listen. And later on she will come to me and said "you never tell me anything anymore", well guess who's fault is it? Plus I always tell you stuffs, you're actually not listening.
And it happens a lot, like a lot lot. I'm really annoyed now. And what's more annoying is she never do that to anyone else.
The other day she was holding a pack of magazine to be shared to every class in my school, and there's only 23 magazines, so each class will only get like one or two magazines. While she was taking it to my class (I was accompanying her), I said "Can I have one please?" but she said "Wait, it's limited so I can't give it to you, sorry", so I said "Okay". And then everyone in my class walked to her and said "Can I take one?" but then she stays quiet. So I said "She said it's limited guys, sorry". BUT THEN she said "Yeah you guys can take it".
What. The. Actual. Fuck.
And after everyone leaves she panicked and said "What to do??? I haven't gave it to every class but the magazine is running off.", I was so annoyed so I said "Then why do you gave it to everyone?" with a super annoying tone and leave her, which she likes to do to me too since 11th grade.
And every time I was BBMing with her she loves to end my chat without even reading it first, whether it's when I said bye (it's not a problem if I said bye and she ends my chat) or when I was still talking or asking her something. But she reply other people's BBM. Like, really? So every time she BBMed me I like to end her chat (but not every time because I'm not that mean, if I don't end her chat and we stopped BBMing then she's the one who end my chats), whatever.
The most annoying thing is she asked me once, "why do you love to end my chat?".
WHAT????????? Girl, I'm really annoyed now.
And some other day she'll come to me and talk to me like nothing ever happened, and some other day she'll come to me and said "why are you walking away from me?", I'm sorry but I don't like how you treats me like shit. Then again, who is the one that walks away first?

I'm pretty sad
Uhm, I am a bit sad
Actually, I'm really sad that I lost my best friend, again. And lately I've been thinking "Am I that unimportant?".
But well yeah it doesn't matter, because nobody cares anyway.
Sorry for the long post tho, bye!
Tuesday, August 27, 2013
VMA 2013
Ah.... the Video Music Awards.
I'm gonna say this is my favorite VMA so far but some horrifying things ruined it.
First off I'm going to warn you about how long this post is.
Let's begin, shall we?
Starting off with Gaga's opening performance....
Well, I actually am a bit terrified when this came up lol. I don't like the song, so....... let's skip this haha. *sorry for monsters out there, i'm not trying to hurt anyone*
And then my boys came up to present the best pop video award, WHEN OUT OF NO WHERE Taylor Swift said quoted,
Wait........ what game are you playing swizzle? Seriously tho? What the fuck did Harry did to you actually? It's been months now, get over it.
Oh and JT didn't won this award, what a bummer, but congrats to Selena!
And then Macklemore & Ryan Lewis won the best cinematography award for "Can't Hold Us", while JT won the best direction award for "Suit and Tie" and best editing award for "Mirror". Yeay!!!
And here comes the friggin nightmares........................... *you may start the horror song now*
She sung We Can't Stop, bla bla bla, and suddenly the Blurred Lines intro came up, and she ripped of that freaking swimsuit, and now she's only wearing a nude two pieced latex. And Robin Thicke walked in.
What. The actual. HELL.
WHAT is she doing? Can somebody tell me, please???
Is she trying to be a grown up like she always said? Well if that's the case, she's completely wrong because what she did represent nothing of grown-up-ness (I don't know nor care whether that word even exist or not). But she ruined this year's VMA, no doubt about it. Could someone tell her that this is not a stripper show, please?
But, despite all of that, I still think Robin Thicke is a hottie (yeah you can judge me for that).
MOVING ON, Macklemore & Ryan Lewis received the best hip hop video award. YEAYYYYY!!!
I'm gonna say this is my favorite VMA so far but some horrifying things ruined it.
First off I'm going to warn you about how long this post is.
Let's begin, shall we?
Starting off with Gaga's opening performance....
Well, I actually am a bit terrified when this came up lol. I don't like the song, so....... let's skip this haha. *sorry for monsters out there, i'm not trying to hurt anyone*
Wait........ what game are you playing swizzle? Seriously tho? What the fuck did Harry did to you actually? It's been months now, get over it.
Oh and JT didn't won this award, what a bummer, but congrats to Selena!
And then Macklemore & Ryan Lewis won the best cinematography award for "Can't Hold Us", while JT won the best direction award for "Suit and Tie" and best editing award for "Mirror". Yeay!!!
And here comes the friggin nightmares........................... *you may start the horror song now*
She sung We Can't Stop, bla bla bla, and suddenly the Blurred Lines intro came up, and she ripped of that freaking swimsuit, and now she's only wearing a nude two pieced latex. And Robin Thicke walked in.
What. The actual. HELL.
WHAT is she doing? Can somebody tell me, please???
Is she trying to be a grown up like she always said? Well if that's the case, she's completely wrong because what she did represent nothing of grown-up-ness (I don't know nor care whether that word even exist or not). But she ruined this year's VMA, no doubt about it. Could someone tell her that this is not a stripper show, please?
But, despite all of that, I still think Robin Thicke is a hottie (yeah you can judge me for that).
MOVING ON, Macklemore & Ryan Lewis received the best hip hop video award. YEAYYYYY!!!
And can we just talk about how cute is Ryan? I can't even
Next, Taylor won the best female video award.
And guess what? You guessed right, she dishes someone, again. What a surprise!!! not. Well but I don't think she was talking about Harry because I Knew You Were Trouble is written a long time before she dated Harry, right?
After that Macklemore & Ryan Lewis received the best video with a social message award for "Same Love". I'm so proud :')
Ryan, you sir have a super hot voice let me tell you that.
And here comes my favorite part....................................
Guyssss guys guys, I think I found something that might be hotter than the sun, yep, JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE.
AND the thing is, his performance last for about 15 freaking minutes. How does MTV thinks I should hold myself together for such a long long long time ugh. But still, best VMA performance EVURRRR.
And then just when I thought this couldn't get any better, 'NSYNC REUNION!!!!!!!!!!
I seriously can't, they sang Bye Bye Bye, I can't..... bye.
LOOK HE'S BEING ADORABLE AGAIN
And after that wonderful 15 minutes are over, Jimmy Fallon walked in and gave the award to JT, and suddenly he turned into this-guy-who-play-it-coy-but-it's-SUPER-freaking-cute.
"I don't deserve this award, but I'm not gonna give it back." -Justin Timberlake
LOOK WHO'S BEING HUMBLE YOU GUYS.
And his speech is so funny, he's so cute ugh.
Let's keep this going okay haha.
Best song of the summer award goes tooooooooo, my lovely babes!!!
Congratulation!!!! I'm so happy you guys won this award!
Oh, and to the people who booed them, BOO YOU.
Yeay Macklemore & Ryan Lewis!!! They performed their VMA debut, "Same Love". Congrats honey xx
After that Austin Mahone received the artist to watch award. I'm so happy for him! Proud to say I'm here from the beginning *wink*.
After that I jammed to Drake's "Started From The Bottom" lol, I don't even like that song.
Bla bla bla, suddenly the cute Joe Gordon-Levitt walked in looking adorable, as usual.
He presented the video of the year award, which includes Macklemore & Ryan Lewis and JT there.
And...... *drumroll* JT won the best male video award for "Mirror"!!!
Can we all just take a moment to thank and appreciate God for creating him?
Ben and Ryan was glad that JT won the award
And VMA is closed by Katy Perry's performance, "Roar". I think she looked really cute.
See you next time guys!
Say "Good bye Zayn Malik"
"Bye Zayn Malik"
Thursday, August 22, 2013
Thoughts
Regardless to say, isn't it getting a little bit confusing?
Or would you want to say something?
It looks like you have something on your mind that you are keen to say.
Or are you keeping that mouth of yours shut?
Or would you want to say something?
It looks like you have something on your mind that you are keen to say.
Or are you keeping that mouth of yours shut?
Saturday, August 17, 2013
Bad
And I guess you guys realized how I'm such a bad blogger, because I never opened it, I just get psyched for like 2 weeks or sth and leave the hell out of this blog.
But anyway, here I am :>
A few hours ago I just finished reading The Fault In Our Stars (which I'm surprised actually because I don't read novels except Harry Potter and Diary Of A Wimpy Kid novels), it's pretty sad tho (I'm not the type of girl who cries while watching romantic movies, I'm a type of girl who CRIES THE FUCK OUT while watching Hachiko), I'm sorry for not saying that the novel is really really reallyyyy sad or something but it is sad.
The saddest part for me is actually when (SPOILER ALERT!!!!!) Hazel cried in the living room and her parents were comforting her. I know the death part was supposed to be the saddest (or is it?) but you know, I kind of think like, how sad, like how really sad she is, how empty she feels when Gus died. Like I can't even imagine if I was her. And that part made me feel her sadness, you know?
Moving on, I've been checking on 8tracks.com, you should try and opened it, they'll give you sooo many new musics that you never heard of.
DO YOU GUYS WATCH LEA'S SPEECH AT TCA????
I cried, I fuckin cry. It is LEGIT sad you guys. She loved Cory so much I can't even, ugh.
Oh and I'm really excited for This Is Us, don't forget to watch it on August 29th.
Say "Good bye Zayn Malik"
"Bye Zayn Malik"
Friday, August 2, 2013
Michael Bublé - Everything
You're a falling star, You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.
And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.
And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.
And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.
And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, You make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
such a cute song right? I love you, Mr. Bublé
xo
Straight Into My Heart
[mood +75]
Let say hello to the one who I've been waiting all along, holiday!
And hello to you too :>
I'm such in a good mood I'm not even kidding, I feel I could just burst out happiness everywhere haha.
SO, today in school a friend of mine (let's call him Thom) who is a friend of xyz, was teasing me because I keep saying that xyz is super handsome (duh), and he said "do you want me to introduce him to you?", and so I joke "of course!". And guess what he did? He freaking call xyz.......
"XYZ!!!! XYZ!!!!!!!"
I panic, "WHAT ARE YOU DOING???!" I said while I laugh, and before xyz came, I move a little further from Thom. My other friend (let's call her Erica), who also said that xyz is cute but not like 'really really cute' said "Oh so you don't want to be introduced to him? Thom, introduce him to me!" she teases me.
Xyz is there and then Thom said "Xyz, this is my friend, Erica", and Erica shook xyz's hand and said "Erica", xyz replied "Xyz".
and he left
Thom and Erica burst into laughter. Ugh and then I instantly regret it, I should've stay there and be introduced to him too. Whatever.
BUT THEN, after school, my other friend who also said that xyz is cute (let's call her Patrice), has been introduced to xyz by Thom's friend (let's call him Leo). Oh my gosh now I'm so pissed, so I said "I wanna be introduced to him too!" and my friends called Leo and told him, so Leo called xyz and said "This is my friend and she wanna meet you". I said "Beth" (but I said it with a really small voice, I don't even think xyz heard it), and he said "Xyz" and he smiled. He. Freakin. Smiled.
HAHAHA IM SO HAPPY HAHAHAHA AND I DONT EVEN LIKE HIM
Oh and just for your information I don't even have a crush on xyz because I only adore his adorable face lol
And the other thing that makes me happy that I talked to my friend while he's with my other friend. Do you understand? No? It's okay haha.
I'm gonna finish this post with a song that I quote,
"I'm looking at you and my heart loves the view"
Say "Goodbye Zayn Malik"
"Bye Zayn Malik"
(ps: idk I just feel like putting zayn's photo in here)
Bye xx
Wednesday, July 31, 2013
Quoted
"If you're not afraid of your dreams, then it's not high enough"
-a friend of mine
Wednesday, July 24, 2013
"Never In Your Wildest Dream"
Blunted affect is the scientific term describing a lack of emotional reactivity (affect display) on the part of an individual. It is manifest as a failure to express feelings either verbally or non-verbally, especially when talking about issues that would normally be expected to engage the emotions. Expressive gestures are rare and there is little animation in facial expression or vocal inflection.
[source]
....just so you know. *straight face*
Why am I so awkward I can't even..... ugh
I wish, I really really wish that I could turn my brain off from thinking, you know? I think too much, about everything, like literally. I'm sick of having thoughts about everything. And then I'd get annoyed at people because they annoyed me when in fact I'm actually the one who's been annoying all along.
whatever
So, hello there!
I'm actually going to post this yesterday but because I got so many things to do (you know, school work, duh.) I can't.
YESTERDAY, I watched BEST SONG EVER, but I freaking missed that video for about 14 hours because of my lovely lovely school. After school I have to work on a project at my friend's house so I did, and then I watched BSE at my friend's home and I almost die.
oh
my
Zayn
Malik
THANK GOD I DON'T DIE
(please mind my fangirl heart)
"Never in a million years" -Zayn my baby boo.
And I got home at around 8.30pm, bla bla bla, and then I refreshed this vid for about 913852451949 times because I really REALLY REALLLLYYY want BSE to break the Vevo 24-hours record. And we only got like around 2 hours left to broke the record. And what's making me scared about the ticking clock is that the view count is broken and stuck at 9million+. But oh what can I say suddenly the clock strikes 11pm and I should go to sleep because I'm so sleepy.
And I'm so mad because it's already 11pm (lol whut), I mean, there's only so little time to broke the record, 1,5 hours, and besides, I already missed this video for 4095uo4ktgfeoatg249 hours and I can't help to break the vevo record, because of, again, my lovely lovely school. And heavy-heartedly (is that even a word tho) I left the computer and went to bed.
The next morning when I checked twitter, Vevo said BSE has broke the record!!!! WOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I literally am so happy and there's a huge gap between the last record, which is Miley's video "We Can't Stop" that got idk maybe around 10,8 million view, and BSE got 12,3 million view.
I'm so HAPPY!!!! And then........................ I realized that I have missed Liam follow spree, again. :)
WHY. why. Why. wHy. whY. WHy. WhY. wHY.
But yeah what can I say, I'm still really happy.
Let's talk about my favorite part from this best 1D video ever (yet lol):
-EVERY ZAYN'S PART (especially when he sang "you know I know you know, I'll remember you, and I know you know I know I hope you'll remember how we danced" while he's dancing next to the perfect Veronica with his cheeky cute sexy half smile/laugh, help me I'm dying)
-Leeroy: "Liam stay where you are because you are PURR-FECT"
-Marcel: "Cute as a button, every single one of you"
-When Louis sang "you know I know you know, I'll remember you, and I know you know I know, you'll remember me"
-When Leeroy kissed Niall, so cute:')
Anyway, watch this and see how pretty Zayn is as a girl, Veronica is awesome
Catch up with you all later xx
Sunday, July 21, 2013
Teenage Dirtbag
came over this song again after a long time
such a cute song lol :>
Thursday, July 18, 2013
Questions
tick tock
the sound of a ticking clock
why does it sounds so loud?
or is it all just in my head?
....
did you hear the blowing wind?
but even if there was
I didn't feel the breeze
the voice in my head just sounds so loud
but I don't think my head could produce a voice
or did it?
or is it this room that sounds so quiet?
do you feel how big this room is?
or is it because I'm alone?
does this room looks spacious to you?
or did I just feel empty?
I think I should stop shouting now
even if I only shouts in my head
but I'm afraid you'll hear it
by how quiet this room is
good bye then
I guess I'll leave
and by how you react
I think you're happy now
****
the sound of a ticking clock
why does it sounds so loud?
or is it all just in my head?
....
did you hear the blowing wind?
but even if there was
I didn't feel the breeze
the voice in my head just sounds so loud
but I don't think my head could produce a voice
or did it?
or is it this room that sounds so quiet?
do you feel how big this room is?
or is it because I'm alone?
does this room looks spacious to you?
or did I just feel empty?
I think I should stop shouting now
even if I only shouts in my head
but I'm afraid you'll hear it
by how quiet this room is
good bye then
I guess I'll leave
and by how you react
I think you're happy now
****
Monday, July 15, 2013
Oh My
So I just watched How To Train Your Dragon 2's trailer again (again again again), and I'm still amazed by Hiccup
That comment couldn't describe everything better, couldn't it?
Anyway... hello!
So it's my first day on school and I woke up reallyyy early. There's this thing that always happen to me in my first day of school, I always, always (as long as I could remember), woke up real early whether I slept early or really late the last night.
I'm actually happy because if I arrived early at school, it would be sooner for me to know who's in my new class. As soon as I arrived, I waited for my friend and then I run upstair to see the list.
OH! First, I gotta tell you guys that I am a social student and in this year there's only two social class in my school for the eleventh grade (I am an eleventh grader). So there's this one particular person who seemed REALLY FUN (I don't know this person (ps. I'm not gonna tell if this person is a he or she(lol of course this person is a he)) and this person (let's call this person xyz for short) is in the social class too.
AND I was hoping so hard to be in the freakin same class as xyz, and I thought "wow, there's no way I'm not gonna be in a the same class as xyz, I mean, come on, there's only 2 classes, what are the odds right?"
And so I approach list, and suddenly my friend told me I'm in the same class with my best friend (idk if she consider me as one but whatevs lol) and her. I was so HAPPY, because every time there's a class division every friends I have is in ONE FREAKIN CLASS, and where am I? In Narnia, alone. So I am so happy to at least I have my best friend in the same class. I was getting all positive about being in the same class as xyz because come on this is the first time I was lucky at class division.
So I confidently walked up to that board, saw the list, and I didn't saw xyz's name.
oh my..........
Really??? I mean, are you serious????? There's only two class, TWO class and I'm not in the same class as xyz.
Ah whatever really. Just when I thought it couldn't get any worse, guess what? You guessed right, it did. But I don't think I'll write it here because this post will get even longer haha.
BUUT I hope it all get better, I think it will :)
"i just got neville longbottomed BY AN ANIMATED CHARACTER...."
-said someone's comment on youtube
That comment couldn't describe everything better, couldn't it?
Anyway... hello!
So it's my first day on school and I woke up reallyyy early. There's this thing that always happen to me in my first day of school, I always, always (as long as I could remember), woke up real early whether I slept early or really late the last night.
I'm actually happy because if I arrived early at school, it would be sooner for me to know who's in my new class. As soon as I arrived, I waited for my friend and then I run upstair to see the list.
OH! First, I gotta tell you guys that I am a social student and in this year there's only two social class in my school for the eleventh grade (I am an eleventh grader). So there's this one particular person who seemed REALLY FUN (I don't know this person (ps. I'm not gonna tell if this person is a he or she(lol of course this person is a he)) and this person (let's call this person xyz for short) is in the social class too.
AND I was hoping so hard to be in the freakin same class as xyz, and I thought "wow, there's no way I'm not gonna be in a the same class as xyz, I mean, come on, there's only 2 classes, what are the odds right?"
And so I approach list, and suddenly my friend told me I'm in the same class with my best friend (idk if she consider me as one but whatevs lol) and her. I was so HAPPY, because every time there's a class division every friends I have is in ONE FREAKIN CLASS, and where am I? In Narnia, alone. So I am so happy to at least I have my best friend in the same class. I was getting all positive about being in the same class as xyz because come on this is the first time I was lucky at class division.
So I confidently walked up to that board, saw the list, and I didn't saw xyz's name.
oh my..........
Really??? I mean, are you serious????? There's only two class, TWO class and I'm not in the same class as xyz.
There goes my hope for even being an acquaintances with xyz
Ah whatever really. Just when I thought it couldn't get any worse, guess what? You guessed right, it did. But I don't think I'll write it here because this post will get even longer haha.
BUUT I hope it all get better, I think it will :)
Sunday, July 14, 2013
Late Night Post
Well, if any of you check the time when I posted this post you'll probably think I'm exaggerating because you won't consider it "late nigt", but because this is the last day of my holiday (boo hoo :c ) which mean that I have to go sleep earlier or I will be super sleepy the next day (even if I slept at 8pm I'd still be sleepy), then, I'll consider now is a late night. And I'm supposed to be sleeping right now, but nooooooo, instead of sleeping I'm still wandering in this cool place called the internet.
Duh
I can't sleep okay, I'm not even remotely sleepy (well, not exactly, I'm a bit sleepy). And oh! I gotta tell you guys, I just blogwalk and I found SOO many nice blogs and usually I only found some weird or advertisement blog when I blogwalked but not this time!
Oh and before this day ends, I wanna say
I genuinely think you're handsome, you really are handsome. But people made you looked like you're ugly *put a sad face here*. But anyway, stay awesome, stay weird, and stay doing that weird-ass dance because I love it!
I just watched that video when Ke$ha said that she fancies Harry and lol it's so awkward.
Oh and still being sad here, rest in peace Cory :( I saw a photo earlier, but idk if it's the real Lea or not, but I don't care it is so sad. So it's a photo, who everyone said is Lea, who is crying over a coffin. So sad. I can't even imagine how sad she feels right now.
By the way, I really should be sleeping, I guess I'll try to, bye!
Duh
I can't sleep okay, I'm not even remotely sleepy (well, not exactly, I'm a bit sleepy). And oh! I gotta tell you guys, I just blogwalk and I found SOO many nice blogs and usually I only found some weird or advertisement blog when I blogwalked but not this time!
Oh and before this day ends, I wanna say
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWANGSOO!!!
I genuinely think you're handsome, you really are handsome. But people made you looked like you're ugly *put a sad face here*. But anyway, stay awesome, stay weird, and stay doing that weird-ass dance because I love it!
puffy facee
Oh and still being sad here, rest in peace Cory :( I saw a photo earlier, but idk if it's the real Lea or not, but I don't care it is so sad. So it's a photo, who everyone said is Lea, who is crying over a coffin. So sad. I can't even imagine how sad she feels right now.
By the way, I really should be sleeping, I guess I'll try to, bye!
RIP Cory Monteith
WHAT A TRAGIC NEWS
I just finished church and then I opened my twitter, and then the first read I saw was
Cory Monteith has died. This is terrible.
— Professor Snape (@_Snape_) July 14, 2013
BUT THEN
every tweet after that, like, literally every tweet after that is saying stuffs like "I can't believe Cory Monteith is dead!" "RIP Cory Monteith" "No more Finn Hudson". I seriously can't believe it! And the I saw a tweet saying that the cause of his death is overdosed using of drugs. It is so sad seeing a talented young man who dies because of drugs.
I remember the first time I obsessed over him, when I was watching Glee, idk what episode but I think it's in season 2 or something, it strikes me right in my fangirl heart that he is ADORABLY FRIGGIN CUTE. It's where his face was zoomed in and he's doing that super cute adorable half smile and I was like "oh my bless my soul". And then I took so much screen shot from Glee when he's playing drum, or when he's smiling and whatsoever.
He really seems like a nice guy. And I'm not forgetting the fact that he's getting so much hotter lately.
Look, he's being so cute..
And oh my gosh, I am terribly sad for Lea :( I mean, THEY'RE GETTING MARRIED IN 2 WEEKS GUYS, 2 WEEKS!!! And ugh they're such a cute couple and from my point of view they have this really healthy relationship (they look so happy together) without any weird thing going on like having an off and on relationship that always changes every two weeks or stuffs. Anyway I send my prayer for Lea, stay strong honey.
look at how sweet they are :c
Is it weird that I actually am sad because of Cory Monteith's death? Anyway
REST IN PEACE
CORY MONTEITH
MAY 11, 1982 - JULY 13, 2013
Friday, July 12, 2013
Here I Go Again
I'm gonna tell you a weeeeee e e e e e eeeee bit about myself,
- I am that girl who looove love love love wearing super baggy clothes
- I prefer to wear sneakers, like the high top one, than wearing flats or heels
- Oh and I prefer to wear heels than flats (idk there's sth about flats that I hate)
- I wufff dogs and I used to have one but he have to leave the house (boo hoo hoo :c )
- I really really want to have a new dog altho I know my mom won't let me
- I'm gonna be honest here, I'm such a coward when it comes to talking to people, even with my family sometimes
- I got lost a lot, like A LOT. I even got lost in a really really small mall, gosh, idk why
- I'm blind when it comes to road, I don't even know how to get to my school from my house
- I'm such a negative thinker sometimes I got mad at myself
- I love chocolate (duh, people who don't are weird (not really lol))
- It's easy for me to start obsessing with stuffs
I guess that's what I can come up with for now, I'll let you figure out the rest :)
and for my music taste! I basically likes everything, from the mainstream one to the one that is so weird that I don't even know why I like that. Okay, so these are people in music industry (or not? or? people who sings okay) that I like and not in particular order,
-She & Him
They have these songs that are so friendly to my ear as if their song is a human and so is my ears, they'd always bring cold lemon tea in a sunny day to my ear and they always wear this light bright breezy clothes and flowery flip-flops with a laced vintage umbrella because it's hot outside but because they exist it doesn't feel hot anymore. Does anyone else feel that way about their song? No? Just me? Okay...
Listen to them when you're studying, or maybe reading a book, or just relaxing with a cup of tea maybe
My fav song from them: Black Hole
-Simple Plan
SIMPLE PLAN FO' LIFE YO!!!! I love love love love loooove simple plan, I went to their concert, I even saw them in the freakin airport (even tho I didn't get a photo with them :c ), and the freakiest stalker thing I ever did to them is followed them to their hotel and waited there. I love like all of their songs, even the one that is not published. Gosh you should check them out. My favorite album from them is probably "No Pads, No Helmets...Just Balls"
Listen to them when you're getting pretty psyched or maybe feeling down and you'll get cheered up by their awesome songs
My fav song from them: I'd Do Anything
-5 Seconds Of Summer
I recently starting to like them because their song is pretty cool, anddd because I'm a newbie in this fandom so I pretty much have nothing to say about them
My fav song from them: Heartbreak Girl
-One Direction
Dum dum dum........ I love them, like, I LOVE THEM and you gotta believe it. They're sooo mainstream and I gotta be honest they sometime look 'ew-ing' from the outside, but when you starting to like them, you'll fangirl to death. Their song is so easy-listening and fun
Listen to them when you're feeling happy or any mood actually
My fav song from them: I can't pick between Nobody Compares or She's Not Afraid
-Justin Timberlake
Who doesn't love him? Like seriously. His songs is so charming, I guess that's the way to describe it. Anyway you should listen to them while you wanna dance a bit (lol this doesn't even make sense)
My fav song from him: (at this moment) Strawberry Bubblegum
-Macklemore and Ryan Lewis
LOVE THEM so much much. And please don't forget about the lovely Ryan Lewis :( anyway I love Ben a lot, from his songs, his face (oh come on he's super sexy), and his personality because there's just something about him like he's super brave. I really believe he put his thoughts on his songs, because the lyrics is so beautiful
Listen to them anytime!
My fav song from them: (currently) Victory Lap
-Jamie Cullum
His songs is so relaxing and you just gotta love em like seriously!!!
My fav song from him: Mind Trick
-Jamie Cullum
His songs is so relaxing and you just gotta love em like seriously!!!
My fav song from him: Mind Trick
and I also like The Fratellis, Feltbeats (or should I say Tom Felton? Yeah, he sings and he wrote his own songs! Even tho just for fun), The Cab, Frank Sinatra (hehe), Maroon 5 (their old albums), Two Door Cinema Club, Oasis, 'Nync, All Time Low, Jason Mraz, Karmin, (the old) Taylor Swift, AJ Rafael,
and many others that I might forgot!
So that's all, my house is getting pretty crowded because everyone just got home
Ciao!
Not Quite Classy
Okay... so... hello there!
oh great the first cheesy "hello" post
I know, I know, this is super cheesy and awkward and all that stuffs, but I just wanna say hello and welcome to my blog *taadaa!* I hope I will keep on posting (even if nobody even read this lol) and not get lazy like every time I started doing something.
And I know that this blog is quite shitty, I mean like, look at the header! Oh and by the way I just wanna tell you that that thing in my header is supposed to be a chocolate bar, but well, whatevs.
And last, I know this blog is not quite classy enough to be having your time and being read but, well, if you do spend even just a little time reading my post I wanna say, thank you :)
I hope there's many good things ahead of me and this blog, and once again, welcome!
I know, I know, this is super cheesy and awkward and all that stuffs, but I just wanna say hello and welcome to my blog *taadaa!* I hope I will keep on posting (even if nobody even read this lol) and not get lazy like every time I started doing something.
And I know that this blog is quite shitty, I mean like, look at the header! Oh and by the way I just wanna tell you that that thing in my header is supposed to be a chocolate bar, but well, whatevs.
And last, I know this blog is not quite classy enough to be having your time and being read but, well, if you do spend even just a little time reading my post I wanna say, thank you :)
I hope there's many good things ahead of me and this blog, and once again, welcome!
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